MyLove

2008-08-09T22:52:00.002+08:00

alright im back from being MIA, and has started blogging again, on livejournal!

haha so sorry for the switchings!

http://aprileighteen.livejournal.com

i swear no more changes ok, and no more MIA!

2008-04-14T22:51:00.015+08:00

this is how sticky KaKa is.

for no reason he'll just come and lie at my feet.

happy KaKa!

my handsome boy!

he looks small in this photo.

but look at his bulging tummy!

hahaha this is so unglam but i couldnt resist showing.

KaKa's silly hates-the-damn-flash face.

hates weekdays.

goodnight!

2008-04-14T21:45:00.002+08:00

im down with runny nose and sore throat...
all cos of my badbadbf.
he woke up suddenly with runny nose over the weekend and soon after, i got it too.
how come he didnt get it when i had flu few weeks ago!?

anyway work's making me very pissed off.
im taking calls for mda now, and i got so many kuku callers today!
dun wan pay fine dun wan pay licence fees den dun watch tv!
1yr $110 also cant afford watch wad tv.
i talked back to a caller today, but luckily he no say wan complain me, and hopefully he doesnt la, bcos he's obviously saying stupid stuff and he said bad stuff abt MY family when im only in charge of answering calls.
the upups surely wont side us if we get complains, and i'd rather quit den apologise to anyone i offended honestly.
ok i just nid to vent this bit abt work off.
oh and sth interesting, my trainer Tracy asked me last week, whether i did plastic surgery to my eyes before.
she asked in this really serious tone!
omg, den she n Kamala continued by discussing whether i did my nose before as well. -.-
i felt very happy to hear that actually hehe.

last friday was my second time clubbing HAHA.
i drank only some champagne (forced by darling's chief and friend, i absolutely rejected anything wif martell), and its dearie who puked this time round.
but still i felt disgusted at the taste of alcohol and my stomach felt wormy and gooey the whole night.
ohya before we went into stjames we went to gloria jean's coffee with kelvin to wait for the rest.
and the iced chocolate i ordered was sososo nice i still crave for it now!
n hahaha kelvin's iced tea is disgusting, according to him.
ok so that mr."nice"guy drove us there n drove us home,
save cabfare!
oh n he said i look like 15yrs old. my looks ok.

i was so upset with bennyheng last week,
i almost broke up with him.
he actually went to Genting with his colleagues for 3days, and lied to me saying he went sailing.
DAMNBLOODYKNS!
but on account that he felt so guilty about the lie, he owned up and even his chief told me how guilty my guy was on ship after the lie, im starting to not feel so agitated whenever i thought of it.
the reason he lied was because he didnt want me to follow anyway.
yes i surely will want him to bring me go if i knew, but cant blame wad!
and the main reason for their trip is to go casino, so he dun wan me to be his burden la, make him cant sneak into casino.
but orbiquek, he got stopped by the guard once and he went walking ard on his own, and i noe he surely wish im wif him at that time.

good thing after this incident is, he's treating me like im daxiaojie again!
i just hv to mention the lie and my ring (which i removed from my finger and wear on my necklace instead) and he'll do whatever i wan.
like today, he actually bought dinner and drink for me and brought them to my house den met up with me again for 5mins while im on the way home before he left for sailing again.
WA! he never did dis before man.

andandand, july dearie will be bringing me to Genting!
with his 3 best friends from his ship and their gfs.
the guys are orgainising the trip and stuff, sounds very fun although its just Genting, which we went before lol.
i know he's trying to make up for his mistake.
n im very very happy. =D
i still love him alot, no one can ever replace him, after all he did for me.

this coming Friday is our 4th anniversary!
i know what i want to get him, but i dun seem to have any chance of getting him wad i wan.
pray hard he wont be fetching me on thursday!

KaKa baby's veryvery big and fat now.
and he's very naughty.
he wants what he wants,
and he wont stop until he gets what he wants.
like if he wants to play with his daddy,
he can paw at his blanket while daddy's sleeping and wont stop no matter how i cane or scold him.
than he'll start barking at whoever he wants to play with.
but he's been sneaking up to my bed for the past 2 nights to slp with me, with his head on my pillow!
so cute i cant bear to hate or grow sick of him!
im going to upload the photos in a separate post.
because im lazy to drag the photos all the way down!
my nose's going to drop anytime soon, the way i rub it.

byebye!

2008-03-27T18:52:00.024+08:00

finally hv photos to upload.

hv photos = got mood to blog

i slept till 5pm today!

lol.

slept at 2am, woke up at 11 for bigbreakfast!, slept at 12pm again.

poor darling woke up at 7:30am for work hehe.

dun hv to report to telecenter till monday,

cos my trainer's having external training.

SHUANG AH!!

love my trainer Tracy, she's such a nice person, very mummy-like!

missing my pehpehs already.

its been 2 wks since the 4 of us had lunch together!

as in reli we 4 sit down n eat together.

dis 2 wks always missing of 1 or 2 of us.

but monday onwards, we'll hv lunch everyday together as usual.

the whole of last wk i didnt go for work as well,

bcos there's no leads, so all the part timers didnt need to go.

damn shuang, even tho no money la.

darling's damn good to me.

whenever he's around, i wont be hungry one.

he'll make sure i eat till full full, den he's always willing to bring me anywhere just to satisfy the many cravings i have.

somewhere last wk, he brought me to changi village for nasi lemak at first, but we decided to have the sambal stingray instead after i requested hehe.

n we waited HALF AN HOUR for the stingray!

changiv's stingray has taken over chompchomp's stingray's no.1 position in my heart, lol.

we had oyster omelette as well, bloody not worth it, $4 for 4 oyster, which i dun touch at all la, but still not worth it ma.

longhouse's oyster omelette's so much nicer, i expect.

cos i haven try it yet tho we always remind ourselves to go there for it when we're free.

den darling also brought me to PS's icemonster for dessert last last sunday!

went all the way there just for the dessert lol.

it was recommended on chn8 some wks ago if im not wrong.

he requested for durian ice, which was not on the menu, n i had strawberry ice with sorbet n real strawberry slices!

heavenly nice man i tell u.

now lunchtime if we go to PS, i'll always be tempted to go into ice monster!

we watched sky of love just last sunday at amk hub.

i cried so hard n so much i tell u!

the whole theatre was filled with everyone's sniffings n sounds of tissue drawing, so funny.

Hiro's damn handsome, n his love for Mika's sososo great!

most of the girls left the theatre with red nose n smudged makeup hahaha.

saw some of them in the toilet after movie trying to salvage wad's left of their thick makeup.

orbiquek, no use waterproof liner n mascara.

anyway, sky of love's reli must watch.

i only watched it after minmin kept urging me to go watch.

diediemust get the dvd when its out.

photos!;

KaKa hateshateshates camera's flash!

after his bath on sat.

i dunno y the part of his fur just above his eyes stubbornly refused to stay in place.

kept calling him qqmor (curlycurlyhair) after dat.

after work on monday.

fattyboy's so unwilling to take photos wif me!

KaKa loves me!

the bigKPO!

btw the toy darling's holding is a crocodile he bought from his penang trip for fattyKaKa lol.

ytd after work.

the dress is Averlyn, from http://fairydustz.livejournal.com

love dis dress alot!

anyway fairydustz belongs to my mum, my sis n me.

im only helping out wif some photoshop stuff n modelling.

my mum's the financial backer, n my sis's the photographer n in charge of most of the stuff.

my reward for helping out is i can keep whatever i wan if i like hehe.

KaKa looks so silly in dis photo!

his iris's green in colour!

candid. big nosed KaKa.

my poor hand.

i was dematting KaKa n i hurt him i think, n he pushed against my hand, causing the brush to scratch my hand.

darling's going to scold me for sure when he sees this ltr.

ok done!

hv to go play wif KaKa already, he kept begging my sis to play wif him.

byebye!

2008-03-10T19:33:00.001+08:00

whenever i think of the disgusting shots i downed on sat night,
my stomach churns n threatens to throw up.
its my first time getting drunk can u imagine.
n i gt drunk in front of my guy's colleagues somemore.
drinking n getting drunk's so not fun at all!
i wonder y ppl still like to drink so much only to throw everything up again.

its darling's best friends' birthday celebration on friday night at DblO.
kelvin n anand.
but i only saw anand for a few minutes bcos by the time he arrived, im half-dead.

i changed my mind abt going actually, cos i was very tired after a day of work, but darling kept insisting dat i go wif him, surprisingly.
so the sweet guy went to fetch me from work, n we had our dinner at ps before returning home to change.
met up wif kelvin n roy (if i rmbr correctly) n cabbed down.
the bday boy opened martell n i drank a few cups of dat wif green tea.
darling drank quite alot by the time i finished my 3rd cup, bcos he kept losing at finger-guessing.
but he's still very steady when we walked to the toilet, n im already starting to c double.

den the huge tray of shots came, n kelvin kept forcing darling to drink.
he didnt wan to cos it smelt strong, so i geh-kiang drink for him.
n i geh-kianged 3 4 times. -.-
after dat i cant walk in straight line already.
i rmbr dropping my ring n whining n searching the whole sofa for it,
n darling telling everyone who asked "angel cannot make it already, drunk already.",
n kelvin toking abt video-ing me in my drunk state (dunno if he did),
n kelvin or dunno who sayanging me on my head (which hurt alot).
den darling asked the magic qn "u wan to go home or not?" n i nodded vigorously haha.
kelvin was totally drunk by dat time too.
before we left darling needed to go toilet, n he got his fren's gf to look after me outside the toilet.
i dunno her name but she's very good to hold me tightly when i was swaying all abt.
den we cabbed back home n i vomitted in the cab.

very unfortunately we reached home the same time my dad did, n wads even more unfortunate was, my dad's drunk too lol.
he's damn angry but he didnt scold me n darling, luckily.
i felt so guilty for falling asleep immediately after washing off my makeup, leaving darling alone to wash up.
i woke up at 3plus n tot darling went home on his own, but i turned n saw his sleeping face right beside me hehe.
7plus in the morning darling woke me up n passed me a packet of longan red dates telling me to drink it.
so sweet of him.
he den told me my dad was very fierce last night n we fell asleep again after chatting for a while.

so for the whole of saturday, i felt so groggy n nauseas.
clubbing's so totally not fun at all!
i swore to dearie im never going to drink alcohol again, i shall drink orange juice instead lol.
went to marinasquare wif darling n frens in the afternoon to buy his soccer shoes, n we went to the IT show.
went to bugis to meet darling's dad n he drove us home.

ytd, we went 925 to have chicken rice for dinner,
n caught 10000BC after dat.
D'Leh's love for Evolet is so touching!
how many ppl will be willing n daring enuff to step into unknown lands to save his loved one man.
but the part where D'Leh threw his spear at the Almighty, i kept laughing thinking wad happens if he were to miss his target.
den very xiasuay liao, lousy aiming, no spear in hand, so throw face!
anyway D'Leh's damn gorgeous!
i cant stop harping on how handsome he is throughout the movie hehe.
n the young version of Evolet looks very much like MaggieQ dont u think so?

im on mc today.
angie n rebecca too hehe.
overslept n my whole body's aching!
poor dearie's sailing now n will only return to tuas at ard 10-11pm.
n he's probably going to stay in to sleep tonight.

KaKa's getting fatter n fatter!
n i still fed him fries just now.
but he's so cute he's taken to sleeping underneath the blanket wif me recently.
so furry n nice to hug lol.
he woke up at 2plus last night n kept jumping around me n darling trying to wake us up to play wif him.
we were so angry wif him!
hope he sleeps through tonight.

2 days of weekends's seriously not enuff lor.
tmr hv to wake up early again.
byebye!

2008-02-28T21:40:00.000+08:00

been busy working since start of the week.
its a cust service job anyway, n we hv to make calls to customers regarding promotions throughout the day.
tho its an office job, im very very glad i hv fun colleagues, esp minmin angie n rebecca!
so even tho i wake up every morning wishing i can slp for as long as i wan before dis wk, i noe at least i wont feel bored in the office wif the girls ard.

i got so stressed up however, on tuesday n wednesday morning.
for the first time in my entire life, my voice actually shook when i called up the customer.
to think i was still laughing when my shifu (who trained me for the calls) told me some ppl will shake (verbally n physically!) during their first calls.
all along i hv no trouble speaking to ppl i dunno at all face to face de ma.
so i bloody confident.
somemore i memorised everything regarding the promotion on the first day.
den, when i made my first call, after i finished the intro n everything, my mind went blank n my voice started shaking.
damn embarrassing at dat time but when i now think back its hilarious.
den on wed, i was still bloody stressed up in the morning.
but after returning from lunch, i started calling n to my surprise, i spoke very fluently, even my shifu's surprised lol.
regained confidence ever since den, so work's quite relaxing for me already. =D

poor darling's sailing again, n will be back tmr.
he's not supposed to be back at all dis wk but his chief let him return home for a few hours ytd n he went to fetch me from work.
n we had chicken rice at 925!
spent only 2hours together den he had to report back to ship le.

n i reli cant seem to gain weight no matter how i try!
i eat alot one ok, as long as the food's yummy.
but i dunno where all the stuff i eat goes, since i dun reli shit alot anyway, n im totally not enjoying dis.

going to slp already, n its 10:28pm only!
i used to slp after 2am everynight man...
but if im late again tmr, i'll get smacked.

bye~

2008-02-22T17:33:00.003+08:00

darling forward dis to my inbox, n i watched it like 4-5times!

didnt noe cats can behave dis way.

the cats around my estate hiss n spit when KaKa approaches them.

watch Jumper if u havent!

ive been dreaming of posessing the skill since i watched it.

imagine, i can go to Taiwan anytime i wan!

candy(darling's sis) came over to my house just now, n KaKa totally embarrassed me,

by leaking urine!

overly excited he was.

mummy demanded me to steam salmon n some veggies for KaKa for his dinner ltr.

she said i should let him eat some goodies bcos he was sick dat day. -.-

wad a doting grandma KaKa has!

darling has a wedding dinner to attend today, his colleague's.

good la got shark's fin.

im having steamed eggs n dunno wad else for dinner. =(

dis post is all abt random updates.

no idea abt the lines in between.

bye!

2008-02-21T14:57:00.004+08:00

KaKa has an attitude to match his daddy now.

u noe, benny's temper's unbelievable.
he might not flare up oftenly, but once he does, WOAH!
get ready to attend my funeral any moment bcos he'll speed so fast n sososo recklessly im amazed im still accident-free after more den a yr of riding.
3yrs ago i'd cry n shout whenever he gets angry, now i'd just pray hard we dun buang, n when we dun, i'd wash up, give him a call or 2, n if he's still saying mean stuff to me, hang up n sms him a goodnight.
the next morning he'll call me n apologize. =D
dats how we handle quarrels la.

alright, so, KaKa,
he used to sit still n look very sad whenever i smack him or scold him.
now, he's all grown up.
few nights ago, he's in the room wif me n darling,
n he did sth wrong.
so i scolded him "KaKa NO!" loudly.
n guess wad he did?
he looked at me for a moment, den barked at me, till i get out my cane.
he's been lidat for sometime already.
he'd auto down whenever i took out my cane in the past,
but now he'll challenge me sometimes by biting onto my cane. -.-
dis is totally bcos ive been spoiling him.
but his reaction always amuses anyone who sees it, including myself.

oh, n we brought KaKa to bottle tree park for prawning several nights ago!
its quite a long walk, n its his first time there, so he wasnt clear of the directions.
he'd run a little ahead of us, den stop n turn around to wait for us, den continue running again.
its our first time prawning anyway n its fun!
KaKa got so fascinated by the prawns when he saw one flipping n struggling out of his daddy's hands.
n ppl were "ooohing" n "ahhhing" at KaKa.
he behaved reli well, sitting n lying down beside me while darling prawned away.
we counted 7prawns after an hour, not alot, but dis guy dashed over to grab our place when we left.
we cant stay for another hour bcos KaKa's getting bored of doing nth.
walked home n darling prepared supper while i washed the fatty.
the prawns were ultra fresh n big!
KaKa had one for himself, sis too lol.
so we discovered dis fun activity, which requires a lot of patience n some luck, n its not expensive as well!
$14.50 for an hour, $29 for 2.5hours.
we'll probably go there often.
darling seems to be quite addicted after 2 sessions of prawning. (we returned shortly after without KaKa, n im improving! at least i dare to handle the bait now lol. i still would rather die den lay a finger on the prawns tho.)

done.
i still havent get down to updating my cny n vday. -.-
but its like so long ago already haha.
will probably just upload the photos taken during cny in the next post.

byebye!

2008-02-20T21:46:00.002+08:00

hoho bennyheng was a chef just now. (as said by bennyheng himself)
he cooked prawns wif sambal chilli again!
fingerlickin'good!
n we were like 2 silly ppl down wif flu after finishing the spicy spicy prawns.

KaKa was playing wif his noisy ball just now by himself,
n he played for exceptionally long.
he was feeling sick n slept away most of dis morning n noon,
after vomitting twice in the morning.
but thank god he's up n running abt in the evening,
n he's back to his glutton n greedy self!
he whined so loudly when we cooked the prawns,
n just cant wait patiently for his share to be ready.
but i'd rather he does dat den lie around restlessly like he did earlier heh.

n whenever his daddy comes, he'll try so hard to seek his attention n its reli amusing to watch.
shall tape his silly tactics down when i finally change my pathetic hp.

ohya n he's started humping, after his stayover at steph's wif pretty girl Jannie.
caught him humping at the large fluffy cushion we bot for him from Ikea few days ago,
n smacked his butt sternly.
the second time i did dat, he got my message,
n humped only when i went to the toilet. -.-
i came out n watch him without him knowing,
n he's humping, thinking i wasnt around to catch him. -.-
he saw me after a while, put his head down on the cushion, pretended to be resting, while stealing sideway glances at me sheepishly.
HOW CUTE IS DAT!?

den the next night,
darling's watching tv on the sofa when he turned n found KaKa humping at the cushion again behind him.
when the lil imp caught me watching, he did the same thing again!
damn cute his face when he knows he did sth wrong.

but luckily he hasnt learn marking. =D

alright im going off to play psp wif darling.
byebye!

2008-02-19T14:17:00.004+08:00

mummy's finally cooking my favorite!
麻油鸡翅膀!
its reli nice, i love the fragrance of the sesame oil.
darling will be coming over for dinner ltr,
before we go for Jumper!

i just gt myself 2 new pairs of sandals,
without going out.
no, not online shopping.
dey're from stupidamily! -.-
she bot a size too small for 2 pairs of sandals consecutively.
gongtao.
n dey're both my size.
so goody me bot them from her heh.
dey're pretty of cos,
if not i wont buy!

my maryjanes kill, n my m)phosis flat's old already.
so i gt the excuse to buy dis 2 pair of sandals!
im very much a slipons n sandal person anyway.
i used to wear heels everytime i go out, but now, just slip on my flats n im off!
bot a mac blusher a few days ago, n my f21 bangle finally arrived!
both r damn pretty as well i love!

hehe im a happy girl!

was telling mummy how KaKa's very sticky to us, bcos he's wif us since he's 6wks old.
he's free to slp anywhere he wans now, except for my parent's rm as he'll slp under the bed, which is full of dark creatures lol.
so, he's always climbing up to our bed to slp wif us (me sis or darling), n we'll get scolded by mummy shld she c dat, but when she's sleeping, we just let him slp wif whoever he wans haha.
sometimes he'll slp at my feet, sometimes he'll snuggle in n slp under my bolster, n i hv to hug him instead.
i like to cover my whole body with my blanket, so sometimes the fatty cant find a way in to slp wif me, he'll paw n paw at my blanket until i give in n allow him to snuggle in wif me!
den he likes to climb up to my sis's bed n slp beside her, or he'll place his head on darling's stomach n slp wif him.
he's reli a kianmeimei!

oh, n look at how big KaKa is now.

(nono i haven got a new hp =( dats my sis's.)
dat was taken during cny.
i gt a shock when i look at dis photo,
bcos ive nvr realised he is THIS big.
maybe its bcos im not big in size, but, omg he's damn fat!
he looks smaller now, after his full grooming hehe.
we gave him the standard westie cut dis time,
n he's looking so cute!
sis caught him staring at his reflection, n we wonder if he noes he's gt a new haircut.
hmm.

poor baby's walking all ard behind me,
looking very sad.
he must be missing his daddy cos dey played like 2 crazy kids ytd. -.-
alright im going to play wif him.
bye!

2008-02-16T02:37:00.002+08:00

ohmy i just spent no less than 3hours sitting on the chair i still am in now,
doing bennyheng's work!
he's supposed to do up the family tree for his ship by monday u c,
n as i expected,
i did everything for him.
he helped oso la, sit beside me n tell me where to put all the faces lor. -.-
where to find dis kind of good gf,
i kept asking him while i dragged faces after faces to position.
still dare complain stupid MUSEUM boy.

i want to update abt cny but im so lazy!
n vday also!
tmrtmr.
oh n i made a new friend minmin, which explains the tag lol.
yaya the way we know each other is damn stupid la.
reply tags when i update again.
everyone's sleeping already, even KaKa.
fatty's sleeping beside his daddy, damn cute man.
he has dis habit of snuggling in with us in the middle of the night nowadays.
my mum scolds but we (bf me n sis) are totally fine wif it hehe.
i prefer him sleeping on my bed actually, it can be real cold sometimes!

goodnight ppl who r reading.
byebye!

2008-02-10T14:24:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new yr to all of u!
n sorry for the 2 long weeks of hiatus.

anyway things are okay between me n stupidamily now.
luckily!
if not cny will be very dreadful for both of us,
since we always stick together when we go house visiting,
not knowing who is who, even though we see the same ppl every year. -.-
so i got my apologise through a handwritten note, after being scolded by her in my tagboard. =)

after the bf came back from his 2 long weeks of sailing trip,
we spent everyday together doing dunno wad oso.
i only rmbr being busy everyday lol.
the first evening when we saw each other,
i behaved like how we were on our first date!
totally didnt look at him in the eyes, cos shy ma.
hahaha.
but very soon we're behaving like how we are now,
old husband old wife.

i only got my new yr clothes on the 初夕夕. (eve's eve)
intended to go bugis street,
but clever me changed my mind last minute.
decided to go fep instead.
tho the stuff there's more expensive, but since both places are definitely going to be bloody crowded, i might as well choose to shop in a fully air-conditioned place rite.
so i got myself,
a black satin dress,
a red square-necked tunic,
a pair of black mary janes,
a black broad belt,
n the best buy of the day,
my current favorite bag which costs only $33.90!
the previous bags i bot were all $49.90 ma, u know those patent kind.
so i saw dis white bag n i love it very much,
but i told myself if its $49.90 i'll pass, since i got one not long ago.
but when i heard its $33.90, bot it without hesitating hehe.
n i call it maomao,
bcos it has 2 furry decos which KaKa likes to attack.

so pathetic without a camera,
have to blog like writing descriptive compo.
but i took some photos wif stupidamily's hp,
shall upload the photos ltr.

KaKa ate chocolate ytd night!
to top it off, the chocolate contains a raisin!
u know, van houten chocolate's a must-eat during cny.
stupidamily saw me eating n she wants one as well, but she didnt want to use her hands bcos she's lazy to wash. -.-
(we only eat the raisin ones every year! dearie can finish the nuts ones for us hehe.)
so i tried throwing the chocolate into her mouth,
n missed.
it rolled onto the floor, right in front of KaKa who was sleeping at dat time.
KaKa heard our shouts n opened his eyes, only to see a brown thingy roll past his big nose, n me trying hard to grab the thingy.
so he opened his mouth, grabbed the chocolate, n dashed for his hiding place under the dining table.
stupidamily n me gave chase n cornered him under the dining chair.
we put our fingers into his mouth, only to find dat he's swallowed the chocolate full bcos he doesnt wan us to get it!
ohmy.
he must hv liked the taste of it bcos he sniffed around the living room's floor greedily after dat.
dis glutton can nvr learn the commands, leave it, drop it, give.
whatever dat goes into his mouth,
he'll guard it wif all his might.
reli! i hv to prise open his mouth forcefully everytime i spot him munching under the dining table.
but luckily nth happened.
KaKa slept well, ate well, pooped well, played well!

darling wans to bring KaKa down for a walk already.
den its time for pompom!

shall update again ltr,
n will reply all tags then.
the bf doesnt like to wait u see.

byebye!

2008-01-31T12:20:00.000+08:00

the previous post's meant for amilytoh.
yes my sis.
my once goddamn close sis.
now, i wish we can stay as far as possible from each other.
but do u wan things to continue dis way?

when u're too eager to push off all ur wrongs when u're in the wrong,
u cant c wads wrong.
i learnt dis when we quarrelled over her leggings.
the quarrels dat followed, 2 out of 3 is her fault.
but she doesnt see it.
even mummy scolded her for being in the wrong,
but she must be thinking dat mummy's siding me or sth.
the last quarrel started by her,
i dun think its my fault,
i think its totally uncalled for.
she did it to spite me or sth.

dats how i am.
i can hide my innermost feelings to myself. (there's none actually, bennyheng knows all my deepest secrets.)
or i can be goddamn frank.
i just wont say things dat r not true.
when im at fault,
no matter how long i took to realise dat,
i will apologise.

i hereby apologise to u, amilytoh, for wearing ur leggings.
n i think u noe.
i apologise to u for logging in to ur lj to read ur posts.
curiosity kills, reli.
i'd rather i hadnt,
reading those nasty remarks abt me hurts.
anyway, i noe u read my blog too.

but until u sort out ur thinkings,
n admit where ur fault lies in,
we will continue lidat,
n mummy's heart will continue to hurt.
n bcos ur blog's now very secretly locked n password's changed,
u'll hv to apologise to me in other ways.
unless u add me in lj.

believe me,
u'll feel better after u admit ur wrongs n apologise.
dats how im feeling now.
even if u dont...
well, at least i did.
my conscience is clear.
im tired of avoiding ur eyes in our small house.
arent u?

on a much better note,
darling should be reaching tuas soon!
i specially bathed KaKa ytd evening to welcome his daddy back!
hahaha wth.
i cant wait to tok to him, to tell him wad ive done.
he'll definitely scold me for being softhearted AGAIN, but he'll be feeling proud of me for apologising.
im reli proud of the fact dat no one understands him as well as me lol.
i can guess his nxt sentence most of the time, n he calls me his stomach's worm. -.-
eeeyaks.
nice dinner tonight, i hope. =D

n the trip to nyp ytd was veryvery fun!
candy brought me to the foodcourt to try the very popular japanese stall (very tasty!),
n i was enjoying myself watching girls wif super gaogao droopy eyeliners, girls wearing sec school tees, girls who wore so fanciful dey can qualify for dramamama while candy queued for me (how sweet!).

note dat im always watching girls.
i nvr gif any guy on the streets a second glance!
unless he's some wierdo dressed like a clown or sth la.
dats how uninterested i am in other guys,
dats y bennyheng can totally trust dat i'll be faithful to him.

anywayyyyyyy,
the model, jacyn, is a very nice girl to tok wif.
we're like jumping from topics to topics the whole time im doing her makeup.
eh did i mention before wad the hell exactly im doing in nyp?
.... i forgot whether i did, but nvm.

i was there to help candy on her project.
she's doing a magazine,
n had to get someone to do makeup on jacyn to show 2different looks.
so of cos she tot of me la, evil girl.
n of cos i had to help la!

i find my skills very average,
but the girls were all so nice to make me feel more confident.
the only thing im proud of,
is how im pretty good at eyeliners, mascaras n false lashes. =)
i emphasize quite alot on the lashes when i do makeup.
i'll make sure i coat each n every lash from top to bottom.
i gt a shock from loreal's volume shocking mascara or sth HAHA.
so cliche.
but it reli works wonders dat mascara.
so jacyn gt long n thick dolly lashes for the day look n her first ever false lashes for the night look.
its always easier to apply false lashes on others.
n im featured in the magazine too, holymama.
hope my photos turn out ok,
im nvr photogenic u see.

n im angry wif candy for not reminding me to bring my helmet so she can longbang me home!
she purposely one dat candy,
cos she longbang me once b4 n we were like so nervous all the way hahaha.
hv more faith in urself can my girl.
i cabbed home in the end.
cos the stupid cab had to park itself right before the gates,
n my legs steered my body right into it. =(

i felt so like a student ytd.
but once is fine.
i dun think i'll like to be a student again.

if u read through the entire wordy post,
thanks for being so obsessed wif my life man.
HAHAHA IM JUST KIDDING LA.

byebye.

2008-01-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

BLOODY LOATHESOME BLOP OF BOOGIES!
YOU!

2008-01-28T17:35:00.000+08:00

3 n a quarter more days to 31st!
dearest boy called ytd to tell me he's at penang already,
n he went for shopping n ship dinner wif the rest of the crew.
nnn he had to tell me dinner's seafood n it tasted fab. =(
stupid 3rd sg.

i dunno y i didnt mention,
but i had my hair permed again last wk!
or the wk before last.
it totally slipped out of my mind can u imagine.
my last perm was done before last cny!
nicole did wonderwave for me dis time.
previously it was japanese perm, bigger n looser curls.
n now, its waves!
i didnt like it at first (just like how i didnt like the jap perm initially!) bcos the waves r tight.
it looks better now after a few washes n im loving it more!
but i miss my previous hair alot too. =(
n i dyed my hair a darker brown!

its a torture not being able to take any photos!

KaKa reli nid to go for obedience training.
i hate it when he pulls n runs all directions when he's out for walks!
the sunday before darling left for india,
we went to pasir ris farmway n we saw a class having obedience training,
n the doggies were all so obedient!
so we were considering bringing KaKa for the training as well!

oh n i'll be going to nyp coming wednesday.
thanks to CANDYHENG!
but it shld be fun,
it sure sounds fun. =)

bye!

2008-01-26T15:34:00.000+08:00

if u're bored,
u might want to watch this all day long, like me.

http://www.crunchyroll.com/showseries?id=793

my fav!

i nid a new hp. =(
everytime i wan to take a photo of KaKa,
i'll take a look at my samsung dunno-wad-model,
n my heart will ache so badly.
im aiming for dis new cybershot phone from sony ericsson,
k850i.
the camera's 5megapixels!

darling's returning in 5days' time!
still a long way to go. =(

byebye!

2008-01-23T14:55:00.000+08:00

luckily i got some photos which i haven upload yet in my folder.

if not dis page's gonna bore everyone wif all the minisule wordings.

dis is the zhuzhu we bot KaKa.

of cos he didnt carry it to slp.

i placed it there lol.

n less den 24hours ltr i forced dis out of KaKa's mouth.

poor zhuzhu's tail-less now.

he looks like an oversized rabbit huh?

candid haha.

he's trying to bite my hp if i rmbr correctly.

or my hand maybe.

dats his favourite hiding place.

he'll go behind the sofa n stick his head out to watch where the cane is.

hehe n dis photo,

is taken when i was in the toilet.

im not mean ok,

i didnt make him wait there for me.

its him who kept pawing at the door when i was inside,

so i opened n let him wait there.

if not he'll just start whining.

lastly, i wan to haolian wad im good at!

yes i painted my nails myself, freehand!

n yes, the backdrop's KaKa's fur lol.

i love dis song.

i noe my darling loves it too.

but our ultimate favourite track is still,

So Close.

i miss my baobei.

i nid to tok to him urgently.

but i dun dare to call his chief lol.

im shy.

jus hope dat he'll call me tonight.

byebye.

2008-01-22T14:44:00.000+08:00

its not dat i dun love the family.

but tell me,

will u be happy, if u seem to be the one everyone cant get along wif?

i quarrelled wif my mum,

i fought wif my dad,

i fought n quarrelled wif the sis,

i quarrelled wif the bro.

problem lies in me, doesnt it.

ya, i dun nid to study.

but im smarter den many of u.

its not an overstatement.

i noe how i can ace a subject, if i just use one night to burn the midnight oil.

n it amused me how many ppl in my secondary school flunked english,

bcos dats the subject i nvr had to study n still, had my essay chosen for benchmarking.

(i noe im going to be hated for the aforementioned, but im reli dis frank.)

but i lost interest in studies,

n i never managed to find it back.

i work for money.

i quit when i hv it.

i work when i nid it again.

whats wrong wif dat?

i can c my future very clearly, its definitely neither dim nor bleak.

im jus luckier den many ppl.

im lucky i hv a serious bf who loves me n provides me the best he can, n we're so serious wif each other, we're DISCUSSING marriage after almost 4yrs of being together.

y all the big fuss, when i definitely noe wad im doing, n ive found someone who can surely qualify for the best husband title?

definitely, i'll be seen as the wrong do-er dis time round again.

is there ever once im not?

but im ok wif it.

used to it, actually.

i wish the bf is by my side now.

he's nvr good at comforting, but his presence is enough.

bye.

2008-01-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

THE BF CALLED LAST NIGHT!!!
hehehe i had dis feeling dat he'll call me, n he reli did!
luckily i informed his sis abt my lost hp, if not he will be worried dead when he cant get thru my line.
but he still sounded worried, n angry!
butbutbut im still reli overjoyed even when he's scolding me for my blurcockness throughout the convo!
i was almost leaping on the way to get the phone when my daddy said its for me lol.
i knew its him even at the first ring, bcos who else will call at 1am! (11plus pm in India!)
n anyway who else will call ME!
hahaha my apologies, but i cant stop harping on the fact dat my darling finally called me!
I FINALLY HEARD BENNYHENG'S VOICE AFTER SO LONG!!!

im still waiting to c if he calls tonight.
im getting so paranoid after his call last night, dat i keep checking n checking the hp im using now (my mum's ex), lest i didnt hear the tone or sth.
he left messages for mi in msn when he logged in dis morning,
n ive been waiting for him since evening, but he didnt log in again. =(
so i bombarded him wif damn many messages in msn!
i shall wake up early tmr to wait for my dearest baby again. =D

at least i noe he's in India already.
10 more (LONG) days to 31st.................
very long since i uploaded a photo huh.
shit im reminded of my cybershot againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...
dearie dearie pls call me quick!
i nid to tok n cry to u! =(

im very proud of myself.
im sososo devoted n faithful n loyal to my guy, now dat i think of it.
going 4yrs, n nvr once did anything wrong. =)

byebye!

2008-01-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

i was saying jus now,
"KaKa's so cute i wan to take a photo of him!"
den PANG!
the realisation of my lost hp came wif such a huge impact,
my tears wan fly out again.

i wan to talk to bennyheng...
who can help me. =(

byebye.

2008-01-19T20:31:00.000+08:00

i lost my hp la fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

its my first time man.

darling definitely will scold me when he noes abt it.

..............................

i wan to call him to let him noe,

but his chief's numbers r in MY HANDPHONE.

bloody ass.

bye.

2008-01-18T18:51:00.000+08:00

today's 18th!

its our 45th monthsary!

im sure darling's thinking of dis too, tho i dunno where he is right now...

might be in the middle of the seas, might be at penang, might be at india already. =(

hope he doesnt get bulled by the ahbunehnehs.

omg he'll be in a country full of ahbunehnehs, poor baobei!

im feeling sick n weak all over...

jus recovered from my gastric ulcers,
only to suffer from cough n flu again.
how i wish darling's here to take care of me...
he'll fuss over how i dont drink enough water n bring me to eat my favourite foods.
i miss changi village's nasi lemak, thomson's prata n chompchomp's stingray!

was at fairprice wif mummy ytd evening,
n i bot a copy of styleweddings! lol.
a wedding's such a troublesome affair,
n expensive!
i'd rather use the money for travelling or for a place of our own reli.

KaKa slept in my room last night!
he slept beside my bed,
n woke up in the middle of the night to kiss me. -.-
so i let him out to peepee n we continued sleeping.
previously when he slept alone in the kitchen,
whenever he wakes up to peepee, he'll whine for me to go n pacify him to slp again.
bcos of dis i always spend an hour or more sleeping on the kitchen floor!
i might let KaKa slp in my room from now on, as long as he noes dat he cant peepoo inside.
he's a clever boy, i trust dat he wont.

i'll probably bring KaKa to grooming tmr.

i wish i can hear ur voice,
n tell u how much i miss u......

byebye.

2008-01-16T00:25:00.000+08:00

was browsing thru tiff&co's site when i came across dis.

its the pendant darling bot for me for xmas.

its looks much nicer here den in the photo i took myself lol.

i miss my baobei so much,

he cant call or sms me bcos his hp's gt no autoroam.

2wks without hearing from him,

its reli a torture man!

KaKa's sleeping in my arms while i type!

he's so naughty today!

he jumped onto my bed in the evening, (thank goodness its after his bath!)

i scolded him n ordered him to get off my bed but he refused n walked all over my bed.

so i pushed him on his butt (my bed's not the high kind of cos!) n he toppled off my bed hehe.

den he turned n barked at me once!

den tried to playbite me wif his angry face, but bouncing all over la.

(bounching wif butt high means he just wants to play.)

his angry face after i pushed him down is goddamn funny man.

if only his daddy's here to witness his willful act...

nvm, i shall complain to him when he's back!

KaKa's smelling of blueberry n vanilla!

n he's sleeping so soundly still.

u noe sth.

i hv dis constant fear of losing KaKa someday.

the tot of him straying in the streets will pop up in my mind at random timings of the day, n i'll hv to hug n carry KaKa immediately to stop scaring myself.

i dreamt of losing him some nights ago n cried reli badly.

told darling abt it n he continued sleeping. -.-

KaKa's scared of cats can u imagine.

but cant blame him, the cats in my estate r reli damn fierce.

dey frighten even me!

somemore KaKa's size is like on par wif most of the cats,

but of cos he's fatter haha.

n he dunno how to avoid open drains n high walls one.

he fell into an open drain once bcos he ran too fast. -.-

luckily its not deep n dirty,

still can rmbr how he kept jumping, trying to get out of the drain, looking at me wif fear, n i had to carry the fatty out of the drain.

n, dis silly fellow appears to be scared of rain.

i'll try to prove dat someday hehe.

but for now,

whenever i try to attack him wif the showerhead when we're bathing,

he'll be very angry n try to bite the jets of water falling on him haha.

den there were quite a no. of times when it rained in the midst of our walks,

i'll carry KaKa in my arms n cover his head as much as i can while running home in the rain.

but he'll still look at me wif fear, when he gets just a little wet.

he's damn scared of baths btw.

n of cos, i dunno how's he going to defend himself shld some other strays attack him.

he's nvr started a fight, nvr snapped nor growled at any dogs.

all he does is bounce ard wif his butt up high. -.-

he's just a young puppy!

ahh my sweet lil baby.

i'll kill myself if i were to allow u to get lost one day.

but i wont, i wont!

daddy n mummy will protect u for life,

n we'll gif u the best we can.

i love u KaKa.

daddy loves u too!

dis is such a sentimental post huh.

i stitched up KaKa's monkey already,

n he misses his monkey so much, he kept jumping ard when im stitching it.

he's now sleeping beside his monkey!

byebye!

2008-01-15T18:34:00.000+08:00

ohya,

darling n i cooked spaghetti for KaKa ytd!

we had spaghetti wif cheesy hotdogs (dey're a bit burnt, thanks to urs truly, but dey tasted superb nontheless!), while KaKa had spaghetti wif steamed salmon n carrots, wif a dollop of the tomato sauce hehe.

n his poo's nvr smelled so disgusting before.

can faint ah!

somemore the strong gust of wind had to come when im squating to clear the poo. (i brought KaKa out for his walk.)

im always cooking salmon for KaKa,

bcos i dunno how to cook anything else.

wanted to try lamb,

but mummy nvr cook lamb b4 so i dunno how to cook lamb too.

not my fault hehe.

byebyebye.

2008-01-15T15:24:00.000+08:00

my darling left for India already... =(

he kissed KaKa before leaving haha, i made him actually.

pray hard dat the weather will be fine everyday n night!

im ultra sad la, i sent darling to his bike n he's holding me by my shoulders damn tightly...

but i bit back the tears lor, cos mummy said cannot cry in front of him, ltr he no mood to work.

den i returned home n lay on my bed wif his pillow n singlet, n fell asleep after crying.

im going to slp wif the singlet everynight.

got his smell haha.

i always keep his singlet wif me when he's away, if not cant slp...

ytd KaKa was attacked by my neighbour's jackrussell!

ive nvr seen KaKa fighting wif other dogs b4, n im not even sure whether he'll fight back if he were to be attacked.

he's always been very friendly towards every doggy lor.

he plays wif everyone he sees!

there's only once, i dunno y he disliked dis shihtzu so much, he kept escaping whenever the shihtzu approached him.

so dis jackrussell, lets call him jacky!

my mummy brought KaKa down for his walk, n she said my neighbour's maid copycat follow her down oso haha.

so dis maid brought jacky down, without leashing him.

dey actually hv another goldenretriever, call him goldie, which the maid didnt bring down, thank goodness.

ive seen both jacky n goldie behaving aggressively towards other dogs lor, n there's once dey cornered me at the staircase bcos i hv a bag of mcdonald's in my hand.

dats b4 i gt KaKa n i was so scared!

so when KaKa n jacky met, dey started sniffing each other for a short while.

den jacky tried to bite KaKa on his stomach!

upon seeing dat my mummy immediately carried KaKa into her arms n shouted at the maid to carry jacky, but the bloody ahbuneh took her time n walked damn slow.

its actually dangerous for my mummy to carry KaKa up in the midst of a fight, jacky might bite my mum instead.

i pointed dat out to her n she said "dat dog already so fierce wan bite KaKa already, of cos faster carry protect my one first."

omg my tears wan fly out man.

everyone reli dotes on KaKa alot. =D

i ran into jacky again along the corridor just now after KaKa's walk.

n he growled at KaKa!

i carried my baby up b4 jacky can hurt him, n shot my neighbours a cold hard stare.

i told darling im very tempted to complain to the ava abt my neighbours.

hehehe.

firstly, goldie's not allowed in hdbs.

secondly, only 1 dog's allowed in each hdb unit.

thirdly, jacky n goldie's not supposed to be unleashed at all times when dey're out!

im reli worried dat KaKa might run into goldie one day.

grs r supposed to be very friendly, but i dunno y dis goldie's so aggressive.

he's always barking at KaKa each time he sees us walk past.

but i dun wan to c goldie being taken away or abandoned as well...

my heart's totally not into it all the while im typing dis.

i cant wait for darling to be back...

i just bathed KaKa, n he's smelling nice!

shall go hughug him n tell him how much i miss his daddy!

byebye.

2008-01-11T13:15:00.000+08:00

the dearest dearest dearest person in my life's leaving for India in 4days' time.

some bloody culture exchange trip.

n he'll only be back on 30jan!

the 2 long weeks will be a torture for me.

byebye.

2008-01-10T15:55:00.000+08:00

i can feel the curry gravy n chicken bits piling the length of my intestines, filling my stomach to the brim, n struggling to come out of my throat.

y cant dey go the other way down huh.

easier dat way.

overkilled myself ytd wif mummy's curry chicken.

couldnt slp well at night n KaKa's not helping by waking up n whine for me every hour or so, until he finally fell asleep at 4:14am.

so i slept at 5plus if i rmbr correctly.

KaKa's feeling sad since ytd noon, i dunno y!

we noe when he's feeling crappy,

bcos he'll not eat his brekkie n he'll stroll ard the house looking for corners to slp in n he'll play lesser den usual.

darling n i bot a gf for KaKa,

to replace the badly disfigured n cut open monkey.

cut open by me, bcos i wanted to take out the battery box in its stomach.

but after taking out the bits n pieces, i dunno how to stitch it back up.

hehe so i felt guilty n we went to mini toons n bot a stuffed piggy home.

n its pink colour, so i called it zhuzhu, KaKa's gf!

hv to headache over KaKa's kibbles again.

dunno wad brand to change to!

darling mentioned changi village for dinner.

YAY!

lets c whether dis time i'll dare to go up och.

everytime we go changi village darling will wan ride up the path into och to scare me.

n i'll scream n shriek for him to go home.

lol.

dis is a totally boring post.

byebye.

2008-01-09T17:02:00.000+08:00

a min ago, i smacked KaKa on his butt n scolded him naughty boy.

he laid quietly on the floor beside his gonggong (my daddy) n acted like he wont do it again.

now, a min after, he's up n hopping ard biting gonggong's fingers, again.

surprisingly, gonggong's ultra patient wif KaKa!

even more so den he was wif us!

he's always defending KaKa when i cane or scold him.

he dotes on KaKa super duper much.

i was just telling mummy,

when KaKa's still young n in his playpen, he'll bark to demand to be let out.

n i'll shout "QUIET!", he'll go silent immediately.

now, when he barks for sth, like food or play or attention,

i shout myself hoarse he oso wont listen to me.

dog big 18 changes.

i read from the dog behavior book dat he behaves in dis way due to us spoiling him n giving in to whatever he wans.

i tried to retrain him,

but he's even more stubborn den me n bf!

can u imagine how reli stubborn he is!?

bf scared me ytd while im making up.

he was playing wif KaKa, n he did some naughty act again expectedly.

n darling actually shouted so loud at him, both KaKa n i were dumbfounded!

KaKa actually looked at me while he stands against my bed wif one of his hands in midair,

n stared at his normally gentle daddy for a few seconds.

i was laughing so hard at KaKa's reaction la!

den after he gt over the shock he returned to pouncing n hopping all ard n making his daddy angry again.

daddy actually shouted in dat scary manner thrice.

n, KaKa gt immuned to it too, just like how he is to my shoutings n scoldings.

-.-

darling finally brought me to pastamania to curb my craving for creamy chicken spaghetti!

but no use, the craving came back today.

i complained from day1 when pastamania changed their cheese holder to the current kind instead of the old scoop-out kind.

u'll faint if u c the way i eat dat rich creamy stuff.

i add THICK LAYERS of cheese onto the top of my spaghetti,

den after i finished dat layer,

i add another THICK LAYER of cheese.

i continue doing dis until i finish to the last bit of sauce.

(even dat last bit MUST be covered in cheese too!)

i tried looking at the way i eat in a third person view,

n im totally disgusted by myself.

ohya darling actually wanted to eat KFC, bcos we damn long no eat dat stuff already.

but i scolded him damn harshly!

bcos i swore dat me n bennyheng will nvr eat KFC again for the rest of our lives.

ya i swore, but too bad mrheng, ur name's in the vow.

watch dis n u'll noe y.

http://www.kentuckyfriedcruelty.com/?c=petastreamvids

but i gave in n let him buy cheese fries to satisfy HIS craving.

haha im so mean to him sometimes.

but he still loves me deeply n i love him for dat.

my head's so full of stuff rite now.

bf just sort of proposed to me last night while we were on bike!

HAHAHA.

silly guy.

my dream house will be wherever u r!

byebye!

2008-01-08T01:30:00.000+08:00

im sorry i blogged twice in a day.

thrice actually, but the earlier post's 7dec so its ytd.

ya.

anyway,

i jus wan to say,

there's many things, which i dun say only.

but dat doesnt mean, i dunno wad u're saying.

i wont be used by u again.

dis time, i'll stand firm.

u're just, another asshole.

n a bloody ripper.

bye.

2008-01-08T01:20:00.000+08:00

OMG KAKA ATE DURIAN!
n the worse thing is,
HE LOVES IT!!!
i told him im not going to kiss him anymore,
n he goes to his daddy indifferently,
standing up tall wagging his tail waiting to be fed. -.-
i almost died of the stench just now.
luckily dey finished all the durians already.

hates it when darling buys durians!
everyone eats dat disgusting blop of yellow smelly thing,
everyone except me!
oh, n weiwei!
=D

byebye!

2008-01-07T16:45:00.000+08:00

KaKa's sleeping like a pig under the computer table while im typing dis.

n the way he slps is so adorable!
he tucked his shorty arms (i call his front paws hands n his hind paws legs ok, im totally treating him as a kiddo, my kiddo!) underneath his head, den after a min or two, he flipped on his back n slept wif his belly up, like dis;

ok dis was taken sometime ago, bcos i failed to capture a decent shot of him before he switched to another position.
but the position's the same.
rmbr reading dat sleeping wif belly exposed means he feels very comfy n safe in his surroundings.
heh, no wonder he always slp in dis position. =D

now he wakes,
n he stretches wif his hands on my feet.
den he strolled like a laopekpek to the kitchen,
n he squats on his peetray,
n peed!
clever boy!

hahaha, im jus too bored.

bf's having his tp tmr, for class 2a.
i dunno y he's wasting money n time going for a 2a license, when he could continue pursuing his driving license instead.
i dun wan him to change to a 2a bike!
he'll only ride even faster n more dangerously den he is doing now.
but he's totally a stubborn old buffalo,
i noe he wont listen to my nags n advise.
i told him i shall be the one to get a driving license instead, n i'll fetch him to n back from work everyday wif KaKa.
n, HE LAUGHED ME OFF!

walao im serious ok my dear.
tho i noe i cant get any worse when it comes to tackling directions, n i seem to be plain unlucky when it comes to guessing which way to go when we're at a loss as well. (9 out of 10 times i guessed wrongly n we ended up going to the other end of singapore...)
n... i actually like to race wif other ppl on road, dis is a secret i nvr confessed to anyone other den my dear!
i'll actually, tell my darling to go faster when i c other bikes (esp waves n phantoms! i die die cant tolerate phantoms overtaking us!) overtake us.
esp those malay riders who'll take a long look at us when dey ride past,
i die die oso wan poor darling to overtake them, which we do everytime hehe.
n i'll be damn happy when we overtake 2a bikes.
long ago i already suspected dat my dear bf oso has a racing side inside of him bcos he'll ride damn fast when he sees other sportsbikes in front, den if dey overtake us darling will only speed up even more n overtake again, tho sometimes he just cant be bothered n i'll make him go faster.
but he always dun admit one, not like me, i admit to him i like to overtake other bikes haha.
so if i reli do drive, i think i'll focus so hard on overtaking i totally forget there's sth called traffic lights on the roads.

im going to cook fish fish for KaKa again ltr.
dats wad i tell him when i decide to cook him salmon for dinner la.
damn smelly, the fishy smell lingers on my fingers far too long, even after i scrubbed them hard wif mamalemon.
bloody fish.
but its supposed to be good for KaKa's skin n fur, so dun like oso hv to cook.
n he likes it damn much even tho theres no seasonings no nth, he gobbles everything up within 3mins flat when there's rice, n 1.5 when there's none.
fatty bombom.

my 2 ulcers adjacent to each other on my bottom lips r killing me!
all thanks to my dearest, for braking suddenly when we were going home from marina square after the fireworks on new yr.
he braked too hard, n i rammed into his helmet bcos i haven pull down my visor.
so my lips bled n the nxt time i checked my reflection, which is when i got home, damnit, 2 ulcers popped n grew bigger n bigger by the min until dey might as well join forces n form an ultra big one n kill me on the spot instead of torturing me day by day.
i dun even dare to put salt on them lor, i used to poke my ex-ulcers wif toothpicks DEN put salt ok. my pain endurance level's damn high.
KaKa oso has an ulcer on his tongue.
its been there damn long already n it doesnt seem to want to go away, even after a round of antibiotics.
poor baby, but it doesnt appear to be painful for him, since he doesnt whine or anything.
shall bring him to the vet again after cny.

some photos of my KaKa;

he fell asleep while i took dis photo of him!

made me laugh till the stitches came.

he's damn cute he's damn cute he's damn cute!
im not boasting im not bragging,
KaKa reli is damn cute!

oh ya watch dis clip if u're a fur lover.

n if u r, SHAME ON YOU!

http://www.petatv.com/tvpopup/video.asp?video=fur_farm&Player=wm

i cried terribly while watching dis wif baby, while he cursed dat whoever who does dis to the poor animals go to hell.

he dun normally expresses his feelings one ok, dis remark from him's as good as me crying.

if after watching dis clip, it doesnt make u feel a pricky pain in ur heart at all, pls use a torchlight n search ur conscience.

no, its search FOR ur conscience!

i dun care if dey skin crocs, (no.1 on my hatelist.)

but dogs, raccoons, dogs, wolves, dogs, cats, DOGS!?

dey r the most loyal friends to us human! dey r the cutest thing on earth, even mongrels! or chhs, which i dun reli like!

look at their eyes in the clip, all of them express fear, loneliness, n sadness!

ive seen dis kind of look in KaKa's eyes when i caned him reli hard bcos he played wif the washing machine's pipes or his own poo.

n the eyes, when i saw his eyes, it made me so guilty, i felt like caning myself for caning him!

dogs r the truest friends anyone can hv, who else but these canine friends doesnt mind how ur breath stank, how tossled ur hair is, or how ugly u look without makeup, or whether u're a samaritan, or a burglar, but still lick n kiss u affectionately all the same?!

how can ANYONE do dis horrible act to them!

its even worse den Voldemort killing ppl to split his soul into 7horcruxes lor!

at least he doesnt skin them alive before letting them die of excessive bleeding, n pain beyond words.

he only did the Avada Kedavra spell, its painless i suppose.

well, he's almost humane when i compare him to these motherfuckers.

if u watched dis clip, n still buy anything wif even an inch of real fur on it, u're one of them.

anyway after watching dis depressing video, i hugged KaKa tightly n told him "u're lucky u're in singapore not in china baby. u're lucky u met me n daddy!"

n he just looked at me wif his blurblur face. -.-

now watch dis video of my baby, its a cheerful one dun worry!

i was chanting nonsensical words in high pitch tone to him, which explains y he's tilting his head nonstop lol.

i muted my mic, cos i shy heh.

took dis dat day when we went to marina square, before i came home wif the bloody ulcers.

n dis, ytd, before darling n i brought KaKa to his great grandmother's house lol. dearie's popo's house, dat is.

i love my fatty furball so much!

p/s; i dunno y the later part of dis post's all separated by a line in between each sentences.

no matter wad i did the lines wont go away!

pp/s; im still the avid reader i was. i went to the library alone n borrowed SEVEN books! 2 of them r about dogs. =D i reli cant go out alone, bcos i tend to hop aboard a cab instead of bus or train. my heart was jumping like a madly escaping kangaroo when i saw how fast the meter jumped!

hate the empty lines.

remind me of writing compos.

byebye!

2008-01-02T08:28:00.000+08:00

darling went back to work today... =(
past few days were spent sticky-ly.
hahaha.
dats bcos we're together everyday n night, from christmas till ytd!
except for the parts where he went home to change hehe.
i like it dis way.
we'll wake up together, be welcomed together by KaKa, play wif him together, find snacks to eat together, watch tv together, go online together, take a nap together, go for dinner together, go home together, make KaKa slp together, n fall asleep together!
how nice if we can spend everyday of our lives lidat,
together. =D

its a new new year!
while almost everyone who blogs's typing down their list of resolutions, im not gonna bother to.
i dun hv the habit of making resolutions,
n i dun like them either.
so im not bothering to think of all the stupid shit.

KaKa's sleeping beside mummy now,
how sweet!

went out wif darling ytd for dinner at 925.
stingray, which we promised not to eat again bcos it smells nice but tastes shitty, n claypot 田鸡!
do we still call dat frog in english?
there shld be another term for it......... hmm i forgot.
eugh it sounds disgusting when i say i ate claypot frog.
but the claypot 田鸡 from 925's best!
i love 925,
ppl who studied or stays in yishun will definitely noe the place.
i hv ex colleagues who go all the way to 925 from potong pasir to hv supper!
so many bests there!
best chicken rice, best claypot 田鸡, best prawn noodles, best lemon tea...
omg, the chicken rice...........

so ya, after dinner we went for AVP2!
quite nice, tho abit short, n a teeny wenny bit confusing for me,
cos i totally forgot wad took place in AVP.
i was asking darling alot of questions thruout the movie haha.
ohya evening before we watched iamlegend, finally, n its quite nice wad.
gathered from the net quite alot of negative ratings for it.
i cried when sam died!
needless to say, i was thinking of KaKa when i watched him die.
after the movie i asked darling sadly wad we shld do when the day comes for KaKa to leave us.
i dunno how i will handle it man...
im so used to having him welcome me when i reach home, n he noes way before i reach my doorstep each time!
i dunno is his ears damn power, or he reli can sense his mummy coming home.
imagine one day i come home, only to hv no KaKa jumping n hopping n following me all ard, omg............
the movie's very depressing leh, to me.
like, u're the only one alive!
if its me i wont survive past 3days.
n the zombies damn disgusting la when dey ran.
darling imitated how dey run when we're home hahaha, totally disgusted.
stupid guy.

got home n took photos wif my precious baby!

looking at my fingers.

STILL looking at my fingers.

n he attacked!
he's always play biting nowadays, n he choose target one lor.
its always me, his daddy, n his gonggong(my daddy).
i dun think he bites my bro, tho he sometimes likes to chase him hahaha.
its not painful la, but it hurts sometimes bcos his teeth's damn sharp!
he's just being mischievous, i noe dat if he reli wans bite, long ago i'd hv bled.

he bites,

n bites,

n bites.

den i dunno for wad reason he rolls over n still, bites.

damn playful dis boy.

c, rolls over n bites again!
naughty lil imp!

so its time to take out my cane!
last time it belonged to my mummy,
now its mine!
daddy taped the ends to prevent the splinters or whatever u call dat from hurting KaKa.
once KaKa sees the cane, he'll stop whatever naughty acts he's doing, n act sad, or act like he dunno wad he did wrong.

dis is his act blur face.
when he's reli sad, u can c his face totally different from normal one, n he'll whine n cry.
esp when he sees his daddy going home, he'll cry n whine nonstop.
so far ive not seen him angry, tho he growls when he playbites, n i'll growl back at him n we sound like we're conversing reli.

hides under the table.

c, no more funny business from KaKa once i take out my cane haha.
but he oso became very emo after seeing the cane. -.-

dis lil fatty makes me reli angry at times,
but he never fails to make me smile n laugh everytime.
sometimes i feel dat he understands wad im saying,
tho at other times he'll listen to me n walk away when im not done wif telling him my troubles yet.
n he walks away to pee/poo, or slp!!
but dat makes me laugh n forget wad im troubled wif in the first place!

n to think we can be so close now.
when KaKa came to my house on the first day,
i dun even dare to carry him!
its only after he got diarrhoea few days ltr,
n i hv to rush him to the vet on my own,
dat i reli let go of my phobia for dogs. (i got chased by a black dog when i was in primary school before!)
can still rmbr how he slept on my lap while waiting,
n clinged onto my arm when the vet tried to carry him away,
n how i realised he pooed on me in the clinic. -.-

im so grateful dat i met KaKa, reli. =D
he's forever our baby!
bennyheng's n mine!

my dearest hubby n me,
during a wedding dinner of my dunno who.
one of my relatives tot i changed bf!
she said darling looked different,
very handsome dat night! -.-
must be bcos of his shirt,
which he bot from bkk!

nice rite, the shirt.
he felt hot in the bus n unbuttoned it,
n i secretly snapsnap lol.
kept teasing him "act sexay sexay" after dat haha.

taken after the dinner.
the 2 guys i love most!

my lovely christmas present from the very doting hubby of mine.

Tiffany&Co!
reli appreciate his efforts, from taking time to go n search for it, to thinking of ways to surprise me wif it.
i reli appreciate ur love for me my dear! =D

shall end the post wif my current favorite photo of my baby,
wif his favorite toy monkey which darling n i bot him from bkk.
the monkey's badly disfigured now, without his santa hat, eyes, nose, n mouth!
done by the playful fatty of cos!
but he still loves it, n i still love my KaKa.

will touch on new yr eve ltr, or tmr.
silly darling brought me to marina square for the fireworks!

shall go take a nap.
slept at 3 woke up at 7!
dats a torture for me.
i used to slp at least 15hours a day before KaKa came!

byebye!

2007-12-31T17:20:00.000+08:00

how fast!
in less den 24hours it'll be the end of 07, start of 08!!
loves the fact dat cny is around the corner, hates the fact dat im gonna be entering my twenties!
scary phase of life man.

hmm i dunno y almond-cherries, it just sprang to me when i was drinking my strawberry soda in pizzahut ytd evening.
okok, i solemnly swear i'll blog religiously from now on.

there wont be countdown parties,
no fancy celebrations no nothing,
just a simple dinner n movie afterwards with my love.
den home sweet home to cuddle n play with my KaKa baby.
dis is enough to make me feel all warm n loved inside!

will upload some very overdue photos in the next post.
darling's going to be ready soon but ive not yet prepared!
to think i told him 15mins ago on msn dat im going to dabian already.
-.-

byebye!