its not dat i dun love the family.

but tell me,

will u be happy, if u seem to be the one everyone cant get along wif?

i quarrelled wif my mum,

i fought wif my dad,

i fought n quarrelled wif the sis,

i quarrelled wif the bro.

problem lies in me, doesnt it.

ya, i dun nid to study.

but im smarter den many of u.

its not an overstatement.

i noe how i can ace a subject, if i just use one night to burn the midnight oil.

n it amused me how many ppl in my secondary school flunked english,

bcos dats the subject i nvr had to study n still, had my essay chosen for benchmarking.

(i noe im going to be hated for the aforementioned, but im reli dis frank.)

but i lost interest in studies,

n i never managed to find it back.

i work for money.

i quit when i hv it.

i work when i nid it again.

whats wrong wif dat?

i can c my future very clearly, its definitely neither dim nor bleak.

im jus luckier den many ppl.

im lucky i hv a serious bf who loves me n provides me the best he can, n we're so serious wif each other, we're DISCUSSING marriage after almost 4yrs of being together.

y all the big fuss, when i definitely noe wad im doing, n ive found someone who can surely qualify for the best husband title?

definitely, i'll be seen as the wrong do-er dis time round again.

is there ever once im not?

but im ok wif it.

used to it, actually.

i wish the bf is by my side now.

he's nvr good at comforting, but his presence is enough.

bye.