Thursday, January 31, 2008
the previous post's meant for amilytoh.
yes my sis.
my once goddamn close sis.
now, i wish we can stay as far as possible from each other.
but do u wan things to continue dis way?
when u're too eager to push off all ur wrongs when u're in the wrong,
u cant c wads wrong.
i learnt dis when we quarrelled over her leggings.
the quarrels dat followed, 2 out of 3 is her fault.
but she doesnt see it.
even mummy scolded her for being in the wrong,
but she must be thinking dat mummy's siding me or sth.
the last quarrel started by her,
i dun think its my fault,
i think its totally uncalled for.
she did it to spite me or sth.
dats how i am.
i can hide my innermost feelings to myself. (there's none actually, bennyheng knows all my deepest secrets.)
or i can be goddamn frank.
i just wont say things dat r not true.
when im at fault,
no matter how long i took to realise dat,
i will apologise.
i hereby apologise to u, amilytoh, for wearing ur leggings.
n i think u noe.
i apologise to u for logging in to ur lj to read ur posts.
curiosity kills, reli.
i'd rather i hadnt,
reading those nasty remarks abt me hurts.
anyway, i noe u read my blog too.
but until u sort out ur thinkings,
n admit where ur fault lies in,
we will continue lidat,
n mummy's heart will continue to hurt.
n bcos ur blog's now very secretly locked n password's changed,
u'll hv to apologise to me in other ways.
unless u add me in lj.
believe me,
u'll feel better after u admit ur wrongs n apologise.
dats how im feeling now.
even if u dont...
well, at least i did.
my conscience is clear.
im tired of avoiding ur eyes in our small house.
arent u?
on a much better note,
darling should be reaching tuas soon!
i specially bathed KaKa ytd evening to welcome his daddy back!
hahaha wth.
i cant wait to tok to him, to tell him wad ive done.
he'll definitely scold me for being softhearted AGAIN, but he'll be feeling proud of me for apologising.
im reli proud of the fact dat no one understands him as well as me lol.
i can guess his nxt sentence most of the time, n he calls me his stomach's worm. -.-
eeeyaks.
nice dinner tonight, i hope. =D
n the trip to nyp ytd was veryvery fun!
candy brought me to the foodcourt to try the very popular japanese stall (very tasty!),
n i was enjoying myself watching girls wif super gaogao droopy eyeliners, girls wearing sec school tees, girls who wore so fanciful dey can qualify for dramamama while candy queued for me (how sweet!).
note dat im always watching girls.
i nvr gif any guy on the streets a second glance!
unless he's some wierdo dressed like a clown or sth la.
dats how uninterested i am in other guys,
dats y bennyheng can totally trust dat i'll be faithful to him.
anywayyyyyyy,
the model, jacyn, is a very nice girl to tok wif.
we're like jumping from topics to topics the whole time im doing her makeup.
eh did i mention before wad the hell exactly im doing in nyp?
.... i forgot whether i did, but nvm.
i was there to help candy on her project.
she's doing a magazine,
n had to get someone to do makeup on jacyn to show 2different looks.
so of cos she tot of me la, evil girl.
n of cos i had to help la!
i find my skills very average,
but the girls were all so nice to make me feel more confident.
the only thing im proud of,
is how im pretty good at eyeliners, mascaras n false lashes. =)
i emphasize quite alot on the lashes when i do makeup.
i'll make sure i coat each n every lash from top to bottom.
i gt a shock from loreal's volume shocking mascara or sth HAHA.
so cliche.
but it reli works wonders dat mascara.
so jacyn gt long n thick dolly lashes for the day look n her first ever false lashes for the night look.
its always easier to apply false lashes on others.
n im featured in the magazine too, holymama.
hope my photos turn out ok,
im nvr photogenic u see.
n im angry wif candy for not reminding me to bring my helmet so she can longbang me home!
she purposely one dat candy,
cos she longbang me once b4 n we were like so nervous all the way hahaha.
hv more faith in urself can my girl.
i cabbed home in the end.
cos the stupid cab had to park itself right before the gates,
n my legs steered my body right into it. =(
i felt so like a student ytd.
but once is fine.
i dun think i'll like to be a student again.
if u read through the entire wordy post,
thanks for being so obsessed wif my life man.
HAHAHA IM JUST KIDDING LA.
byebye.
Y12:20 PM.
